procrastintorism

oh gash. there's so much dead skin falling off of my knee scab right now. -_- i'd show pictures, but it actually is quite frightening to look at. hmm. nobody reads this anyway, so maybe i'll upload them later anyway. okay........

like the title, i am procrastinating right now. in the middle of summer vaycay. with no real commitments. because there's already a freakin APBio assn due this friday @ 11:59pm! stupid turnitin.com. i bet so many grades were ruined by that. anyhow, that's just one of the things i'm not doing. summer writing workshop has yet to be done and i have to write some journally things? wtf? now that really sucks. gnashing teeth. summer is when your'e supposed to have absolutely nothing to worry about except what mindless thing you can do next. i can handle the cerritos college workload because - to be honest - it's seriously nothing compared to what they give to us @ WHS. but even so, i have to prepare a speech, study for 2 more final exams, and write about eight more journals for these classes too. damn, i signed up for alotta journal writing classes this year! those tricky tricksters. i didnt even know wth i was signing up for.

so what have i been putting everything off with? downloads of course (and reading the 1001 things i never knew about the bible for some reason)! i downloaded the complete season 1 of heroes before school ended because i knew it'd take forever and that i would want something to keep me sane while id be doing nothing in bed. if i liked it, i'd download the puny second season too, and i ended up doing that also. these storybook arcs are so crazy! i love it! and the whole online thing with everything matching up. i wish i had just decided to watch the episodes while they actually aired, not only because they're in HD, but also because you can relate to everybody else's obsessiveness! but that's not always a good thing i guess since grades can get affected (i know from experience). and i do like being able to watch a whole season in less than a week. instant gratification ftw! there's also of course the twilight intriguement with the last book Breaking Dawn coming out this friday midnight (while i'm feverishly turning my bio shizzat in).

*sigh

something's wrong with my mind. everything's just too contradictory. conflict! and relationships. learning so much about those in class. wth? speech and psych uhno. writing letters to myself geezlouise. sad and happy about dragonauts this year. miss out on activities. sleepover? korea? alaska? cruise? mexico? what do i want?!

everything has it's purpose i suppose...