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ahhh senior year is so HECTIC. and so filled with ups&downs.

ok. so first. i found out that i'd rather have a day that starts out bad and ends good than the other way around. like, today. in third period, i got a test back for civics. i knew it wasn't gonna be good, considering the maj BS i put into it, but i didnt know it was gonna be THIS BAD.

76/128 = 59.375%

that's pretty bad. even for my standards. so from having a pretty good A (93%), i have dropped down to a pretty good B (87%). now i'm gonna have to work my ass off on the next test and the quarter final. ugh. frkn logan using our quarter grades. i just wanted senior year to be CHILL! goshdangit. dannng i was just thinking about it and i have borderline grades in almost every class! shizzat! bio 88ish, civics 87ish, math 90ish, english no idea but prolly not great, conmed A, yearbook A. so not good at all... darn. at least Hall's willing to write me a letter of rec! and i have to get started on frkn SSRs for college.

haha but back to my original intent for this post. so the day started off badly, but then i went to go check my SAT scores. i was so nervous in the media lab as it loaded. now, my scores weren't great or anything, but they were higher than expected *whew. mathIIc 760, lit 650. definitely doing the lit again, and NOT MESSING UP ON THE BUBBLING THIS TIME. fuck. i could be DONE with all this shit if it wasn't for my brainlessness. :[ but still not a bad bad day. especially since mr. z provided free pizza during lunch and then the film festival whee. i was just frkn tired that day and got a headache from the cloverfieldiness, and then yearbook, and then choir. and then home to sleep! i was actually considering going to knottsscaryfarm with my bro today, but that didn't work out, since 2000 scions came by 2:30 apparently. ridiculous. so it was aiite.

umm so i guess that was my rant for today.
gotta go work on stupid SSRs... >.<


but some random thingies before i go! heh.




my new life group teacher. may be the worst photo i've ever taken.


churchy buddies.



the wonderful student showcase lunch last wednesday. sweeet.